I was listen to our local Christian station yesterday and the topic was about taking our masks off and being vulnerable.  I guess this is what I'm doing with this blog.  Satan has been having a field day with me and with my past.  As this unfolds I would like to admit I have broken all the Ten Commandments.  Yes me.  But I'm ok with it I feel at peace with God.  He loves me and I have asked for forgiveness and He has given it to me.  Ah, the power of the blood of the Lamb!  Once I knew Jesus had forgiven me, I forgave myself.  Peace.  But what has been steeling my joy?  These deep hidden secretes of a life of hell.  A troubled and shameful past has been robbing me of joy.  My husband knows of my past, but he doesn't always understand.  Today I want you to know that you are not alone.  I know many of us have a "past", but do not get stuck there.  God is waiting for you and He loves you all the time.